For the next few months, I’m hyper-focused on my graduate program. This is actually the first time in my life that I’m putting everything, my passion, focus, and dedication into one single goal. It feels strange and incredibly scary to put everything into one bucket — unsure if I’ll succeed, and knowing that if I don’t succeed, I can’t blame it on not giving my all (a clutch I’ve had in the past when juggling multiple big goals at once).
I want to document this time as much as I can on this blog so the journey doesn’t become too isolated (I’m writing this on a Saturday night in between working, so the isolation thing is already happening) and to be able to regain some perspective of the bigger picture. Oh yes, and of course (silly me!), to possibly connect with others who may be feeling a similar way or can relate to something within my ramblings. I know how important it is for me to read someone’s words and feel for a moment that I’m not alone on this journey and I’m not doing everything completely wrong — others are out there trying, failing, trying, and failing, but learning and persevering.
I love this quote and image found via pinterest. The words are by Robert Holden. If you haven’t read any of Robert Holden’s work, please do so — his wisdom on happiness is unparalleled. And beyond that he is a genuinely incredible person. I’ll always be grateful for his support during my book’s launch and for staying in touch every since to offer support and guidance on my unfolding journey.
… and I turned another year older on Tue March 1st! I’m officially 26 :)
… while I may not be able to respond to all comments, I read each and every one, more than once — and cannot tell you how much strength they give me when the going gets rough. sending you a big virtual hug for your support and for sharing your thoughts with me during this more vulnerable time.
